Please don't go away (To Harlow, please read)I felt like we've been slipping away From each otherYour attention's somewhere else...The paranoiaIs it JonahOr somebody else? Well, can you even blame meFor thinking about that? Please don't go awayI don't want us to break upI don't care if I sound really desperateYou're the only one in my life right nowThe only one who I can be myself withThe only one who I can love...I'm not demanding that you stay with meIt's your decision whether you want us to be togetherI don't want you to stop hugging meI don't want to be just friendsI want to give you kissesEveryday until the very end I don't want our storyTo end just becauseOf some stupid reasonI don't want us to ever end....Please don't go awayI don't want us to break upI don't care if I sound really desperateYou're the only one in my life right nowThe only one who I can be myself withThe only one who I can love...I've been trying my bestTo get all of your attention"Sorry, I got some stuff
Cover your eyesLittle girlLittle boyDo you see that light over there?Oh no,Don't EscapeFrom my shadowy graspDon'tGo to The bright white lightOf truth... Does it interest you?The need to knowWhat really happenedFrom that nightDid your lover reallyCheat on you that day?Did your father reallyGet massacred that night?So many questionsThat weren't meant to be answeredYet you continueTo run to the lightWhat's wrong with me?What they call me, Is the Lie What's wrong with me?Am I too much for you to handle?Or do you wantSomething muchMore then I give?Cover your eyesLittle girlAnd Little boyFollow my charmInto the darknessDon't look over thereThat's where you willFind out why thisBig ol' shadow is a bad influence to youI bring mysteriousWonder FantasyAnd the lustFor bloodAnd what does that light have?Boring ol' factsYes, he killed your fatherYes, she cheated on you But knowing all thatWill only hurt you So cover your ey
Wounds in my heart and skinThe cuts that bledA few years ago Still hold on to my backIn desperationOf letting go The horrible tauntsJeersand hurtful wordsThat every body said It will never go awayAnd I know that I'llNever let it go(I'll NeverLet it go....) It will never go awayThe woundsIn my heart and skin The reason I want to cry everyday Is knowing that I'll never let go"Ugly""Moron""Go die in hell""Bitch""Future Prostitute""Lesbian slut""A girl's whore""So fucking useless""Disgrace to life"Am I supposed to forget those words?What are you supposed to doWhen their words come attacking you?You can ignore itBut the painLingers in yourHuman feelingsAnd it's still happening today...Those who make me feelSo disgraced and insecureRaeanne,Jonah, J.D,and all the others...Who knew that wordsCould scar your heart so much?It will never go awayAnd I know that I'llNever let it go(I'll NeverLet it go....) It
Ugly and Beauty: SocietyI think it's time I sat downAnd talked about the outsideAll I've written is aboutThe precious inside nature Now let me tell you thisIn our cruel world existsA barrier of prejudiceBetween ugly and beautyEven if you sayThe inside's more importantYou would rather chooseThe person with the good looksPlease don't denyWhat you really feelJust because you wantTo try and sound nicerThey say to keep your head held highThat beauty is in the eyeOf the beholderBut we all know thatSociety doesn't care what we thinkThe beautiful get the phone numbersThe free extra item in the storeThe better service anywhereThe more flirts that they getAnd yet the ugly get nothingNot even a side ways glanceThat just proves the differenceNo matter what anyone saysEven if you think thatThe inside is what's importantThe world made it this waySo that people would get an advantageAt the same time It just makes us all differentBeauty comes with a price?Oh please,I beg to diff
Fire is my friendPyro maniac they call meI'm not afraid of burning myselfThe flames that come from that houseBurn right in my heartFire is truly amazingSomething so beautifulYet it kills so many peopleIt seems a little like me I relate to itBecause it's greatTo know thatI'm not the only oneWho can hurt peopleAnd scar them for the Rest of their lifeThe thing with my lonelinessIs horrible until I see flamesIt makes me feel companionshipWhen it touches my soul The way you light it And it instantly goes into flamesWith the help of gasolineI cause crimes everyday Please don't be scared of meMy true love, it's my hobbyTo hold on to the one thingThat makes me as happyAs you make me RedOrangeYellowBurning from the distanceAnd now I truly wonderAre there others who loveFire as much as me?
When I'm not thereThe horrible doubtI feel in my heartThe thing I love mostMight be falling apartBabyI can't always be thereTo watch over youTo pay attention to the threatsThat might hurtThe love we've workedSo hard to getBabyWhen I'm not thereAll I think of is you And that dirty blonde hairWhat if something'sHappening?What if you're holdingSome other girl in your arms? What am I to do?When I don't knowWhat's currently going onI'm not sayingThat I don't trust youI'm just sayingThat I'll always miss youBabyWhen I'm not thereAll I think of is youAnd that dirty blonde hairAll I want to doIs be there for youWhat if you'reCurrently hurtAnd I can't be thereTo try to make youFeel better?What if JonahDecided to tell youThat you're useless,who's going to takeThe responsibilityOf threatening himTo die? I don't careIf you care about JonahAll he does is hurt youAnd I know you twoAre just friends butI can't help but thinkThat he really really likes you
I'm sorry that I careAre you bothered by the factI can't stand it when someone makes you angry?Do you not like it That I want to share my life with you? ...Do you want someoneWho's a little less obsessive?Because I bet youThat no one could ever love youAs much as I do I'm sorry that I careI don't see the big dealIn wanting to know how your day wentI just want to haveA serious relationship with you You don't seemTo want this at allThe way you push me downThe moment that I make you frownI apologize every time, my dear...At least I know that I've hurt youAnd I swear not to makeThe same mistake again Unlike so many other peopleWho could make you feel unwantedI try my best to make youFeel right at home in my heart My love for you is completely endlessEven if you do rarely cause me pain...Even if... You do tend to not want to talk...Even if... You end falling in love with someone else...I'm fine with it...As long as I can live my lifeThe one tha
Revenge with no remorseFor those that I truly dislikeHate evenThe ones that I do despiteFor that You have made me angrySick with venom Burning in my skinYou have brought meNothing but painInsecurities I've been rethinking of myselfBecause of youFor those that I truly dislikeHate evenThe ones that I do despiteYou all made me feel like a monsterA horrible human beingThat never should have existedYou are the reason for my depressionThe bipolar agitation Some of the tears that I've shedFor what you've doneI shall returnAn equal painFor an equal tortureI will tie you downA knife in my handCutting the skinFrom your chinI will pour gasolineInside of your neckLight you on fireSo you can never harmWith those powerful words of yoursSo you cannot scream for helpFor this torture you must endureFor those that I truly dislikeHate evenThe ones that I do despiteI will sit down On the wooden chairBeside youYour yowls of agonyAs I